life is different without you...

life is extra monotonous without you. I just miss having crazy fun times and emo times together even if we look insane or ridiculous! Seggy, best! I miss you! =( Muli na ka! here's something for you!

wait there's more!

and not only that

since we're kids at heart para sa tin yosi na yan!hahaha!:P

I miss you best! bff!!!:) I'm giving you all the lame fun reasons to go home here in pampanga!haha! yehey! uwi na si beckla sa 22!aha!:)

miggy and miguel

Let me introduce you to Miguel. My lover and boyfriend of all time... As you can see Ann Curtis is holding him dearly pero pilit!LOL! --Naku ako na lang sana humahawak niyan sealed with a kiss pa!hahahah! Anyhow, here I am again back in drinking though I don't drink that much compared before wherein, I can stand up drinking the whole night-midnight until the sun shines itself up! hahaha! It is not that I am bragging about it. It is simply the truth. That was me-an alcoholic b*tch. Now? I just simply love alcohol with my friends but I do know the word LIMITATION. hahaha! But still? I am always SOBER!

Alis ka dyan, Ann! Miguel is mine! Duhhhh?? hahahaha! Sa mga uhaw na ngala-ngala. Sa mga hayok sa kanya. Pumila lang at lumagok kasama ng bespren ninyong chaser (though others don't use chasers!) LOL!
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Now after I drink and sip the hell out of the soul of Miguel. I'll be needing Miggy to compensate my satisfaction just for the sake I felt that I am drinking something. haha!

Admittedly, I don't really understand why some people like me are so guilty of this habit--drinking! Of course there are reasons but there are some things that are left unfathomable. For some, it is not the alcohol itself that lights up the mood but also the people you are with...BAWAL EMO pag lasing! I myself badly confessed that I was always sober but now, I know the word CONTROL!hahaha! at eto pa para:

• Sa mga sawi sa pag-ibig

• Sa mga problemado sa buhay

• Sa mga walang magawa sa buhay

• Sa mga may tinatakasan

• Sa mga gumraduate sa lahat

• Sa mga birthday celebration

• Sa mga sinagot ng jowa

• Sa mga winning moments ng mag-jowa

• Sa mga whatever moments

• Sa mga araw-araw na okasyon (kahit wala!)

• Sa mga hindi mailantad-lantad na nararamdaman

• Sa mga pagod sa trabaho

• Sa mga gustong uminom lang

• Sa mga gustong mag-enjoy

• Sa mga gustong wala-lang-gusto-ko-lang-uminom-at-bakit??

• Sa halos lahat ng walang kwentang rason

ALAK ang panandaliang solusyon... take note: PANANDALIAN HA??

abangan ang susunod na blog: IBA'T-IBANG KLASE NG MANGINGINOM!

Sorry wala akong magawa--strike of boredom lang to!*sigh!*

if I were YOU ??(kung ako ikaw!)

ano sasagutin mo pag ikaw tinanong ka ng ex mo ng mga ganitong questions??

1. Why did you let me go?

Oh yeah right talk to my hand and see what it tells! F*ck you!haha!;p oops, actually you are the one who let me go and thanks for that!;p

2. I still love you..

awwww...really??don't worry,I LOVED you too.haha!

3. When did we last talk?
i don't know ba't mo inaalala?lol!haha!

4. Will you go out with me?

no thanks I have a sched with my boyfriend!*grin!*

5. Hey, can i give you a ride?

I can walk on my own and ayoko pa na maging utang na loob ko pa ang gas ng car mo!excuse me??haha!

6. I cannot keep my promise to you...

since when did you kept your promises?haha!

7. My friends say we don't look good together..
I know... Im the beauty and you are the BEAST!haha!

8. You have changed..

talaga?thanks.haha!;) actually its not for you eh.hehe

9. Can we get back together?

ngek ngek mo!ulul!dial 1-800-ASAKAPA.haha!

10. Oh, I knew what this is all about.

ganon?haha!di ko kasi alam eh.hahahA!

11. Don't you realize? You are the one who hurt me!

dude pare tol, pwede ko ng pavulcanize pagmumukha mo sa kapal daig pa gulong!hay tama ka jham!hahahaha!

12. how can u forget our memories??

ahhh..ganito kasi yun..naaksidente ako tapos sumalpok sa isang napakalaking bato..naku I thought I was gonna die na eh but hindi pala ibabalik lang pala ako sa tamang ulirat ko.haha! hmmm...ano nga ba ulit sinasabi mo?hihi!

(salamat kay jham para sa questionnaires na to!)

indie day!

yehey independence day sa U.S ngayong July 04, 2008! walang calls!training lang mga dude!hahaha!;p Sana ipagbalot man lang tayo ng mga pagkain nitong pesteng kanong lalo na mga tagawhite house!wahaha!amp! mga P.G! Certified Patay Gutom!hahaha!;p pero grabe aga ng shift ko...5 am to 9 am... pusanggala nagreklamo pa ako noh?!hahaha!;) anak na nga ako ng dyos--actually yung team namin mga anak ng diyos according to boss Tam!haha! Take note mo nga naman ang sched plus block sched pa eh etong si darang ronz may hirit pa kaya idol kita mami rhons!hahaha!labs u!hirit pa na "Tam, pwedeng gawin mong weekends yung off natin?" hahahah! Banat naman ni Tam "Dara, super anak na nga tayo ng Diyos pag nanyari yun!hahaha!" wala lang share lang..hehehe!;p maganda naman talaga sched namin..sched ng normal na tao..hahahaha! and of course I love my team!;)

Anyhow mamatay kayo sa inggit!wahaha!;p anyhow, kahit hindi thanksgiving dito sa Pinas...HAppy independence day na rin! ayyy belated pala!hahaha! tska hmmmmm... busy din ako sa independence day; may ichichika muna ako; tungkol ito sa isang amigo na fortunately pili lang ang pagchichikahan ko nito...mahirap na eh baka alam mo na...Naku no need to elaborate mga amigo amiga baka may tamaan na naman at isyu na naman ituuuu!tska mahirap na magtiwala dalang dala na ako sa mga ibang tao dyan at generally sa tao kasi nga mahirap na at huwag ka ng makulit ha?!hahaha!;p

nga pala yellow ang font ng text ng blog kong ito kasi happy happy ang tita mo mga bakla!hahaha!;p mamatay sa inggit ang iba dyan at keber!*bleh!* hahaha!

manyaman talaga keni pampanga jo!hahaha!;p

yes,it's my vice!keber!

this is a guilty vice I can't remove. I was caught a lot of times by my mom and dad almost got hit and run by them due to this vice...Its my guilty pleasure...It is a cigarette!haha! I don't drink much alcohol but admittedly I do smoke a lot especially now. hahaha!

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Would you believe na nag-stop ako around last year? I stopped for almost 6 months and when I started lighting one again with matching coffee...hell its just pringles!ONCE YOU POP,YOU CAN'T STOP! I started smoking again when I got a work...hehe! nga pala, masarap magyosi pag may kasamang kape---that's according to KAte!haha!

ako yan pag nagyoyosi!hahaha! Sometimes I regret to have tried it though!haha! Pampalubag loob? Hmmm... Hoy ito lang bisyo ko noh?!hahaha! Hindi lang sunog baga ko, abo na baga ko!feeling ko lang!haha!;p Update ko kayo pag magsastop ako.haha!;p I kept on saying that I will stop this vice BUT sadly, I always tend to forget it so I'd rather not keep promises that I cannot do or make.hehe!