si Crayola at si Cla

WHO SAY'S I LOVE CRAYOLA??

Shit kahit sino ayaw magkacrayola ever to the max na super kahiya coz I was at the mall getting all cranky and almost out of my normal sanity. Windang ang lola mong si Kate. Sakto washable pa man din ang crayolang nasa picture. I don't usually make crayola in the public its simply because its soooo nakakahiya! Duhhh?? What I did is a freakkin' social suicide but what can I do hindi ko na kaya eh. I just want to burst out dahil sa mga infos na nakakarating sa ken and siguro overwhelmed ako. *A BIG BIG SIGH!* I look like a kid na hindi binigyan ng laruang gusto o ng candy na gustong kainin. Shit! I admit its the very first time na nanyari to and yes, I colored the street with crayola crayons when I was fuckinn' drunk and high--way way back and before (ampotah redundant na iyan!)!haha! Don't ask kung ilan na ang mga bloopers and miseries ko dahil infinite na yan,inday! At namamanhid na ako. *hay!* And do you ever wonder why I colored SM MALL with crayola??AND TAKE NOTE: MATINONG TODO si CLARENCE--not drunk or crunk. High lang siya sa yosi na ubos na baga niya! At bakit??HAYYYY!!!ANG BABAW!As in!

Dahil sa crayola ever ang bakla at emo mode and windangers mode pa na parang higit pa ang pendulum at panahon at allergies kung atakahin ng bad mood. B.V (Bad Vibes yun mga tol!).hahaha! Admittedly, di ako ang nag-iisang makulay ang buhay at hindi lahat ay dahil sa sinabawang gulay! Pakshet!Harrrrr!All quiet si bakla kahit nagpapacute sa kanya si Miguelito Jose ay wa epek pa din dahil dehins niya talaga type yung lulurki na yun (pwede vuhh???). Nanibago ang lahat dahil sa sudden at nakakatakot niyang katahimikan. Truth is, mahirap kasi magsalita. One of the valid reasons is that hindi ko alam kung paano ako mag-uumpisa and pangalawa- ayokong magsalita ng hindi maganda dahil bad vibes ako nun. One of the weaknesses I have is I'm having a hard time expressing myself in regards to what in the F I really feel. I'm afraid. I'm scared. I'm afraid if I tell this person on how much I feel for him, it will spoil everything that we have though on the other hand, he admits he feels the same but not into that extent-that is why there are times I tend to play guessing games in which alam ko hindi dapat ganun kaya minsan yun din ang reason on why I am cranky--ANG MANHID NIYA KASI! But the question is, what if I don't? I mean what if I am feeling beyond the things that I should feel? I know! I AM IN A HELL OF A STUPID PERSON! I have my reasons why but unfortunately I am having a hard time to explicate those things since it happened so fast and again, its hard to fathom. I made crayola its because I'm pissed about myself and I hate all of these things I am feeling.

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