so far there are no updates in life except for two things:
- me together with my teammates are going to be on the morning shift this coming October 7,2008.hehe
- i will use my first leave on October 10!yey!hehehe! Pahinga muna di ba?haha!
Anyhow, I'm deciding if I should use that day going to manila to see my friends...wooow! dami nila haha! inuman galore ito and i admit I do miss alcohol since I rarely drink since 2008 came. I just happened to realize that I should stop being an alcoholic b*tch!haha! Oh yeah right, if some of you are asking if I do have plans to stop smoking, I only have one answer to that one; it is either SOONER or LATER but not NOW!hahaha!;p
Admittedly, there are a lot of times that I get complacent with the things I do (specifically with work) but then looking at the people around me who never gave up to strive for the team, I don't think I have the reason to give up to the things I want to do in my life while I am here...working... As kuya edwin (one of my mentors aside from Tam-my T.L) have said "you should have a goal here so that it wont stop you from striving and driving for what you want. just keep it simple.Know what you want." Makes sense.LOVELIFE??--uso pa ba yun??leche!
hmmmm... I need to take a rest from someone who does not even bother to care. So far, I don't need those damn excuses for that person not to communicate. Yeah right, somehow I do give reconsiderations to those excuse and I just want to know what in the hell happened to him- I'm worried. I'm hurt in a way though I am not showing it. Honestly, silence breaks my heart and I am still hoping that something good is going to happen though on the other hand, I should listen to the people not to mind that person anymore because its hopeless or he's also fucked up. I'm tired and I don't anymore believe in love for some unfortunate reasons- it simply does not apply to me--at all! haha! *tragic!*
Divertional theraphy??
I don't need another person (a man) to replace one. As I have said I am tired. Hmmmmm...So far, I'm focused in my family, work, making money (LOL) and friends. T.I.M.E is all I need and sometimes a little bit of laughter and an alcohol will do. LOL!!!
More blogs to come,...na walang kwenta!haha!
