self-proclamation

I have to admit I am pretty procrastinating. I want to do things that will have best results during the end of the day or whatever. The problem is I always have this thing wherein courage is backing out of the picture thinking I might mess up again.

My status right now is still floating. Clueless. However, I am very glad that I have to face the things I escaped two or three years ago and face those people who had a VERY different perceptions against me. Anyway, I don't give a damn since I am not going to earn a dime from them or WHATEVER! At least I've already done the 1st step, right?

"Mabait ka na ba?" asked by one of the professors I've talk to. I just answered "Yes, matagal na po..."

Things changes but sometimes it's just a bit devastating when you left a bad mark that might last a lifetime and you never know if that kind of perception will still change. Does it matter? For people like me and my gayest bff we don't care at all since what matters most is we don't mess up anyones ass for no reason at all.

I've badly messed up my life way back. And as they say, you learn your lessons the hard way. For me it was the VERY HARD way. Now, I was just thinking twice thrice or 100 times before making a decision. Weighing those things thinking which is NOT good but questioning each scenarios what in the hell is the BETTER thing to do so that it can have a BETTER consequence/s in the future. I am still imperfect and I am not even attempting to be perfect. Being procrastinating is not that bad especially if you're just thinking about better things to do before doing it. And the reason behind that is because I just don't want a f*cked up life-again. GOT it??ha ha!

Rencesism

What if this is the picture I put in my resume?haha!

WILL YOU KINDLY TELL ME SOMETHING ABOUT YOURSELF THAT IS NOT WRITTEN IN YOUR RESUME???

(just imagine that the person interviewing me is taking a good look at my resume with pic.)

MA'M here are the reviews that people has for me... read it you @#%$^&^%&^%!!!google it if you want!haha!

The first EVER publication of Leona Clarence Marie was done last December of 1985. It sparkled of with an undoubted lady who has a very contradicting way of thinking, completely obnoxious, funny and yes weird. very weird.
She's brought a contemporary impromptu jokes and of course never ending arbitrary of gay lingos which has always been part of the new era. Somehow she managed to look young since she's rumored she drink the potion of youth that she stole somewhere. Her interests lie within the curiosity of the make up ingredients of the alcohol and how a tobacco and cigarette was made, as well as how do enormously bad people live, obsessing about her shoes, room, and cleaning them almost everyday, not sleeping at times and an extreme laid back person whom you may catch at any park or somebody else's house. (whatever!) But what really impresses people is her ability to endlessly talk and listen to others about anything under the sun and the moon and have a better discernment at the end of such conversations. Living the moment, karma believer and trying not to have so many regrets as possible or NOT ANYMORE REGRET IT about the past except GRRRRRRRRRRR (WHATEVER!)...that one timE a numerous frogs came.... grrrrr! carpe diem is what clarence is all about...You may have numerous perspectives but this is a person you will not definitely miss or set her aside. duh!haha!

"A really must meet!"
Rolling Stones

"One who has all the ingredients of a smart person"
Newsweek

'Clarence kicks my ass when it comes to magic and I congratulate her for that'
David Blaine

"The first lady who has all the characters of becoming a jackass"
Fiction Magazine

'Extremely funny, Extremely Hilarious...A must meet'
New York Times

"She can be my assistant"
Barack Obama

"She's got a very healthy appetite for obnoxiousness"
Hollywood Reporter

"She has all the potentials be the next Sarah Silverman. She blews me away."
Ellen Degeneres

"She is an ass!"
Sarah Silverman

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seriously???...

It's hard to have a description about oneself.. i believe I am numerous things being derived by numerous opinions.. one thing i am certain is that i'm ever evolving even at this very moment.. striving.. questioning.. savoring..

random act of boredom...haha!

Can you name 13 people you can think of right off the top of your head?
Don't read the questions underneath until you write the names of all 13 people...
This is a lot funnier if you actually randomly list the names first...No Cheating!!!


1. Seggy

2. T.j

3. Jhen
4. Sheila
5. Ross
6. Karen
7. J.s
8. Pekisha
9. Jhong
10. Aguilus

11. Buloy
12. Nikita
13. Tentay

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How did you meet 10?

Haha! I met him thru Karen at Starbucks taft way way back...hahaha! It was a very hilarious story kung pano kami nagmeet but that was a very good start of a friendship!

Have you ever seen 4 cry?

Not yet hehehe! and I don't want to see her cry since she is a very beautiful young lady syempre mana kay sieg!hahaha!

Would 11 and 2 make a good couple?

Wahahaha! I don't think so...hahahahha!

Are you good friends with 13?

Yep yep... she is my h.s bff!:)

Do you think 5 is cute?

She is hot but sorry she is soooo taken!hahahah!:p

Something about number 1?

Awwww... my very loving and so irreplaceable bestfriend!!!I thank God he came to my life!naks!!!:) love you beki!!!:)

How did you meet 8?

I met #8 during college days... she was my blockmate and my very good friend as well! a dedicated journalist!naks!

What's 7's favorite color?

Haha! I don't know since he does not have any color theme or whatsoever that I've seen since the time I met him!hahaha!

What would you do if 6 just confessed that they liked you?

Oh my effin God, karen!!! hahahaha! my h.d ka pala sa ken all these years?hahahahha!

Fact about 9?

Whoa!Aside from the fact that he loves pasta and pizza (as far as i remember), this guy has a very good soul and deserves a person who will truly love him... He is a special person for me... cheesy!haha!

What does 1 do for a living?

Hopefully a future milyonaryong NURSE!:)

Would you ever live with 12?

Why not???!!hahahaha!:)

Is 2 single?

Yes and I think he's not yet ready to mingle..hehehe!

Where does 7 live?

In manila since his work is based there... but he is originally from Bulacan..hehe!

What do you think about 2?

WE both love each other!love you bakla!!!

Whats the worst and best thing about 5?

The only worst thing was what happened way back but now we're good and we do still keep in touch...:)

Who is 11 going out with?

Hahaha! no one... I think?? Not sure about it... but he told me that he is going to see his ex to see if they can save something like friendship or beyond that..hehehe!

What do you like about number 3?

She is one heck of a funny person!hahahaha!

23

oo 23 na ako last december 31,2008! hanep! tanda ko na naman... thanks to all of the people who remembered my birthday! and of course I would to extend my sincerest thanks to all of the people who celebrated my birthday with me and yung mga taong nag-effort pa para bisitahin ako dito sobrang appreciate ko yun... no material thing can ever replace what you did... you know who are! hehehe!


there is this one person I would like to thank since he made his promise come true except for the doughnuts but it is very ok. hehe! ;p I appreciate every single second that you were here with me. You made my advance birthday bash worth it because of your presence and again not even cellos and krispy kreme doughnuts or whatever gifts can ever top that. hehehe! it was one of the happiest moments in life that I will never forget. :) I sincerely thank God for making a way for us to see and be with each other even if for just more than 24 hours after not seeing each other at all after almost two years. I missed you and I really do... it is pretty overwhelming. hehe! anyhow, you have a great 2009 ahead and of course more wealth, good health to you and your family.


and for all the people who was with me the whole time around, a big THANKS! and i love you all! God bless ya'll! =)


"another message to that person..."


you still have my heart in which, it travelled and encountered a lot of things yet no matter what happens, it goes home right to you... many thieves have attempted to steal it in their own means yet you still have your own ways and a spell not to give it to them...


belated happy 23rd birthday to me!yey!hahaha!

the dress fever...bow!

sa may pantry po to ng office...haha!tarutch!

NANG AKO AY NAG-DRESS NUNG MINSAN!

GIRL NA GIRL, DI BA?

TARAY!

HAHA!

;P

x factor

I know that it’s absurd and insane to sound as if
my whole life revolved around being somebody’s ex-
girlfriend. But I can’t help it…that title packs a
pretty strong impact. I am now an official member
of the “loved-and-lost” club though years has passed yet I’m still a current member of the said club. Anyone like me does not want that title but we just have to face the fact that the person we love the most does not anymore want to be part of our lives. To put it bluntly, that person either wants us to be out of their lives or things will never work out as it is that it simply has to END.

I am an ex.

I once loved someone who loved me back. But he
didn’t want to stay… So I got to let go of the love that we once shared. I cried a lot. I spent countless nights questioning myself on what
went wrong, breaking down discreetly so people especially my parents wouldn’t suspect that something was
amiss. I also splurged the night drinking all night long so as for me to forget that kind of misery I was going thru. However, I always woke up having a hang-over and then I am back to reality until I realize it becomes a cycle. It becomes a routine wherein my body longs and seeks for alcohol just to escape and ignore that hurtful reality. I’d reminisce about our happy times and winning moments, then suddenly break down when I’d finally sink in to the fact that he was no longer mine.

I analyzed every single detail of our breakup. I
wrote long messages to my closest friends on line. It was a never-ending talk about my situation. I spent my nights in
tearful telephone conversations and my days in
daydreams where we’d end up in each other’s
arms again. Sometimes he was still my angel, still
my knight in shining armor who I’d do anything for
just to have back. There are times I think of him as
the devil incarnate who broke my heart and brought darkest days and coldest nights in my life which in return, he badly deserves to have his soul burn in hell.

I tried to show the world that I was OK. That I was
over him. That it was fine just being friends. I didn’t
go around with a big “X” on my forehead, nor did I
go around with puffy eyes and a tissue box. I tried
to live my life as I knew it before I met him. People
thought that I was doing great. They heard me
laugh and they saw me smile; I seemed happy,
they said; and I told myself that I was. But in the
solace of my room, where I tried to organize my
thoughts and sort out my feelings, I had to admit
to myself that I wasn’t truly happy. Because I was
still yearning for someone, and my heart still
ached for something that could not be.

Surprisingly, things went better on the latter part. I’ve
changed. Somewhere along the way, I realized
that he wasn’t the only one out there for me. I also
realized that there were valid, powerful reasons

why we split up or we should have our separate lives. And if not for him I will not also be here; stronger and wiser.He’s changed as well — when I look at him,sometimes I still see the boy I fell in love with. Sometimes I think that he’s the same person…he still has the same goofy smile and mischievous
charm that I fell for, and I like to believe that the
rest of him is unchanged as well. But then I take a
closer look and I realize that he HAS changed…
that I don’t know him anymore, not really… not
enough to love and care for him as I once did.

I am an ex.

I’ve loved and lost. I’ve cried tears for the things
that were and that could have been. I’ve wrestled
with intense feelings of love and hate, of jealousy,
of frustration. I’ve simultaneously taken down and
brought up my pride. I’ve tried to rebuild my world
without the person whom it used to revolve around.
I’ve tried to save myself from the depths of
depression and self-pity, and when I couldn’t do
that, I turned to God for help. I don’t know exactly
what I gained, or how much I lost. Maybe someday
it will be all clear to me…and someday I’ll find all the answers to my questions in God’s time… Right now I am glad that I am coming up with the answers why such things happened.;)

I, not the ONLY perv!

for more reference please check out Joey's blog

I happened to discover this amusing stuff from Joey. If you want you can feel free to navigate her blog and even leave a comment. We are a hypocrite if we don't admit that all of us have at least a bit "perv" thing in our minds. Why do we fantasize a certain person if we knew to ourselves that person is worth--ahaha ya know (to our fantasies)??LOL! Come on admit it! Majority of us are perverts though on the other hand, it has levels and it has abnormalities as well. Most of the time being a pervert is a necessity since it is a part of human behavior (life instincts). In short we're talking about LIBIDO ( latin word for "I desire") as quoted by Freud. LOL! It is contradicting for me to publish such an article that I got from Joey since I believe I am celibate NOW though I badly confessed that I am guilty of some of the items written here below. ha ha ha ha! basahin niyo nga lang!LOL;p

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We’re all perverts to a degree. It’s just a matter of how much. Or how much we are willing to admit. Or what we consider perversion. Again, kinkiness is in the eye of the beholder. As far as perversion is concerned, I take the fifth.

The Top Ten Signs That You’re A Pervert

1. Marcus - When saying goodbye, you say things like, “See Yours!”, “Vagi-now!”, “Babay-again!” and “Titi You Later!”
2. Michael Agustin - Back in high school, I was taking a bath when my dad knocked on the door and said, “Anak, kakain na tayo! Mamaya mo na ulit laruin yan.” Takes 1 to know 1. My dad is a pervert too.
3. SPY Shadow - Sila yung balik ng balik sa entrance ng building para makapkapan ulit ni Manong guard. At galit pa kung walang malisya ang kapkap nila.
4. Bongoloid - You’re a pervert if all the pages of your girly magazines are sticking to each other.
5. Jose de vengenge - For girl perverts. Pag nakitulog sa inyo ang hot sexy crush mo, you make him wear your 13-yr-old brother’s butas-butas na shorts para maliit na sa kanya, at may makikita ka pa.
6. Jessie - I find it sexy when I see two dogs sniffing butts.
7. Enigmatic - I’m a straight guy, but when I’m at the beach, I admire men’s buff bodies. I can’t explain it, but I’m also drawn to men’s nipples.
8. Ateh ko - Whenever I see my crush at work, we hug each other. I love it especially wen he hugs me so tight and my breasts are pressed against his sexy chest. Nakakailang, pero I like it.
9. No name - Our admin secretary, around 38 years old, sometimes wears high-heeled shoes that has a reflective metal plate in the toe area. I call it her “pasilip” shoes.
10. Triggerhappy - You’re a pervert kung after sex, ihi na nga lang ang pahinga, sisilipan mo pa.
11. Lebroni - When you talk like Chico and think like Delamar.
12. Mr. Perk - If your favorite part of a haircut is the rinsing because someone’s touching your hair and it gives you a different sensation.
13. RC N CESS - This topic is very tempting. I’m in a bus going to Cavite. And just about now, girls in PE uniforms just boarded.
14. Bottom Dweller - Jon, a friend of mine, has a decade’s worth of Avon underwear brochures.
15. Maximo - Pag lagi kang pumupunta sa funeral parlor para tingnan yung mga ine-embalsamong mga hubo’t hubad na bangkay.
16. Tim - I have fantasies of our female boss sexually harassing me. She’s fun, hot and my age. So if she’s listening right now, “Ma’am, pramis…hindi ako papalag.”
17. Espeks - Kung kembot pa lang ng balakang ng girl, eh umiilaw na ang bombilya mo.
18. Yalem - My brother is certified pervert. Whenever I open my personal pc, he puts wallpaper of nude girls. Sa history naman ng websites, lahat porn sites and when I use the keyboard, its always sticky.
19. Boobsie 36″ - I’m a female with a size D cup bra. I really couldn’t believe I could suck my own nipples.
20. Jose de vengenge - If you know all the top porn sites like youporn, xtube, xlive & iyotube.
21. Mr. Hard-Rock Abs - My perversion is to look at guys’ armpits wherever, whenever.
22. Espeks - I have a friend who rides the FX and uses his elbow as his main weapon to feel the hot girl beside her.
23. Muldr’s Luvr - I think I’m a perv because I always fantasize about doing “it” w/ my young, tall, fresh and good-looking subordinate who has flawless skin and smells good even when he’s sweating. Oops, too much info…sorry.
24. KiD BuKid - Perverts’ rooms smell like Clorox!
Jose de vengenge - Guys please don’t judge me for admitting this ah. I get excited when I read/hear rape stories in the news especially if they’re detailed.
25. SUPAH GODDESS - Whenever I see the armpits of John Lloyd Cruz, Jake Cuenca and Richard Gutierrez, oh goodness, I start to have erotic images of them.
26. McMaki - If you try to stand close to people so you can sniff how they smell.
27. Dox - I can’t eat a banana or sausage without choking at some point.
28. Purplerose - You’re a pervert when you stay underwater in a pool for hours even if you can’t swim just to look at the “different” view from below the water.
29. Cheyenne - Sila yung mga tuwang-tuwa kapag may baha kasi inaabangan nila yung mga estudyante na naglililis ng kanilang uniform para hindi ito mabasa!
30. Marcus - Sarili mong asawa china-chansingan mo in public.
31. Your Highness - One sure sign that you’re a pervert is pag laging malagkit ang pusod mo!
32. Glioblastoma - When you always have thoughts of having sex inside a balikbayan box.
33. Black Coffee - I’m a pervert because whenever I spot a hot sexy girl, sumisikip ang pantalon ko.
34. No name - You are a pervert if you have a copy of one of the following not-so-wholesome animated movies: “Snow White Does the Seven Dwarves”, “Beauty Digs the Beast”, and the all-time favorite, “The Loin King”.
35. M.E. - My husbnd saves a lot of those porn videos in his phone. I get angry when his phone memory is low because of this. But when he’s asleep, I secretly take a peek at the videos.
36. KiD BuKid - If you always fake having sore eyes, so you’ll get away with getting immediate “medication” from the lactating young Moms!
37. Diemyrus - If you’re happy when you’re packed like sardines in the MRT.
38. No name - Kapag binobosohan mo ang sarili mo.
39. ACER - Back in college, we deliberately wear basketball shorts when in a jeepney, and sit a certain way so that when girls in short shorts get on, our knees rub their legs.
40. Jose de vengenge - When on a date, ang paalam mo pag iihi ka: “Excuse me, I have to shake hands with a friend of mine who hopes to meet you after dinner..”

updates

so far there are no updates in life except for two things:

• me together with my teammates are going to be on the morning shift this coming October 7,2008.hehe

• i will use my first leave on October 10!yey!hehehe! Pahinga muna di ba?haha!

Anyhow, I'm deciding if I should use that day going to manila to see my friends...wooow! dami nila haha! inuman galore ito and i admit I do miss alcohol since I rarely drink since 2008 came. I just happened to realize that I should stop being an alcoholic b*tch!haha! Oh yeah right, if some of you are asking if I do have plans to stop smoking, I only have one answer to that one; it is either SOONER or LATER but not NOW!hahaha!;p

Admittedly, there are a lot of times that I get complacent with the things I do (specifically with work) but then looking at the people around me who never gave up to strive for the team, I don't think I have the reason to give up to the things I want to do in my life while I am here...working... As kuya edwin (one of my mentors aside from Tam-my T.L) have said "you should have a goal here so that it wont stop you from striving and driving for what you want. just keep it simple.Know what you want." Makes sense.

LOVELIFE??--uso pa ba yun??leche!

hmmmm... I need to take a rest from someone who does not even bother to care. So far, I don't need those damn excuses for that person not to communicate. Yeah right, somehow I do give reconsiderations to those excuse and I just want to know what in the hell happened to him- I'm worried. I'm hurt in a way though I am not showing it. Honestly, silence breaks my heart and I am still hoping that something good is going to happen though on the other hand, I should listen to the people not to mind that person anymore because its hopeless or he's also fucked up. I'm tired and I don't anymore believe in love for some unfortunate reasons- it simply does not apply to me--at all! haha! *tragic!*

Divertional theraphy??

I don't need another person (a man) to replace one. As I have said I am tired. Hmmmmm...So far, I'm focused in my family, work, making money (LOL) and friends. T.I.M.E is all I need and sometimes a little bit of laughter and an alcohol will do. LOL!!!


More blogs to come,...na walang kwenta!haha!

moral lesson ala sun visor sh*t!

last year 2007:

I had the best and worst things in life but more on worst but its a good thing I learned from it. Here are some of the things I recall na parang premonition ata ito....

At Greenbelt 3 during gimik or not exactly gimik but coffee time with some of the extreme amigas then we saw group of guys na parang pupunta ata sa basketball game---kalagitnaan ng gabi!

I am a self-confessed discreet laitera around. hehe! Apparently, those guys caught my attention. they really caught my attention while I was sipping my coffee around eh nabulunan lang naman ako. haha!

To be honest, I don't mean to offend some people who were in an extreme hip-hop outfit but I hate it. It irritates me but at the same time they do laugh my ass off coz they really look funny to me.haha! I don't get the logic na magsusuot sila ng ganon sa kalagitnaan ng gabi and yung isa may SUN VISOR pa! take note SUN VISOR sa gabi! hanep di ba?

Right now, I would like to extend my sincerest apologies to those guys I laugh at during that time (hey I'm serious!). Sorry natawa at natuwa lang ako sa inyo but I admit it was out of respect that is why I'm sorry.

Anong magagawa ko kung yun yung trip at style nila? This is a democratic country, if they want to run naked on the streets basta hindi makakagambala o makakayanig sa mundo ng publiko, ok lang yan GO! Anyhow, minsan natatawa pa rin ako but this time with pure tuwa na lang and basta...hahaha! pero about the guy who wore a sun visor? hmmmm... Amigo, walang silbi ang sun visor sa ulo mo sa gabi dahil walang araw!hehehe! Mag cap ka na lang. haha!;p

Getting back, here is the famous script (not exactly verbatim nung time na yun since its so tagal na kaya! yak arte!):

Cla: (while having an intent look to those guys na she really admits na they are gwapo...its just that she hates jerseys!)
"Wow!hahahahah!hanep! may basketball game ba sa gitna ng greenbelt, bakla?hahahaha!

Amiga 1: (sabay tingin)
"hahahaha! nagsimula ka na naman! oo nga noh!" (sabay tahimik)

Cla: (nang may makita na lulu na naka SUN visor)
"P$%$^%^%^#$! hahahahaha! SUN VISOR sa gabi??? hanep!hahahahahhahaha!
(hanggang halos mautot sa katatawa!)

Amiga 2: Gagu! Sama mo talaga mang-okray... pano pag ganyan nagustuhan mo??

Cla: Kingina! Magbibigti na lang ako! chet!hahahahha! seryoso!

Amiga 1: hay nako nagsalita ka na naman tapos...sa bagay you tend to do that but then you tend to swallow what you say...hahaha!

Cla: hindi kaya! tingnan natin!hahah!

after a year---2008:

kinain ko sinabi ko.... see!

I can't think of a way or a reason for me to commit a suicide NOW, right? It's because "perhaps" there is no reason... at all!

ha ha ha ha!

moral lesson:

huwag basta basta magsalita ng tapos.

p.s: don't wear sun visors during the night time...please!

ok lang pala magsuot ng mga chorvang jerseys na yan basta hindi ka panget at carry lang.=)

FIN!

separation anxiety...*sigh!*

Due to change of scheds may kailangang semi-magpaalam sa team tam na medyo sad but its understandable naman due to health reasons... pero yung isa umalis na talaga and di man lang ako nakapagpaalam ng maayos...*SIGH!*

drama emo mode naman ang lola churvaness...somehow nakikita ko pa naman karamihan dito..hehe! may umalis at may darating din parang bagyo lang!hehe!pero minsan iba pa rin or siguro nakakapanibago lang but what can I do its part of life...its the call center life ika nga di ba?

hayyy ayun may aalis na naman sa team namin..kalungkot pero ok lang i know na may nag-aantay na better opportunities for them syempre sa teletech din!hehe..pero nakakamiss talaga...:(

Gel (Eckow), Mami Jen and Dino (Miguelito Jose)

GEL (ECKOW)---Naku super mamimiss kita... wala na kong kasamang sumasight ng mga lulukis sa bagong wave o batch then bibinyagan natin ng super bantot na espanyol na name... La na ko kasama na mag-play the codes for the lulus out there... Mababawasan na naman yung taong pagchichikahan ko ng mga eclavu ko sa life! hay talaga! Sana sinabihan mo man lang akez..huhuhu... I'm really gonna miss you Gel... Mababawasan na naman ng mga magagandang dilag sa team razr ni boss tam... La na rin akong kasama sa payabangan echos ni Madam Eckow at Senyorita Segunda kasama sina Carlotta, Ursula at Salome... Hay talaga I'm really gonna miss you to the highest level! SUPER! with matching flying capa! Basta Gel, andito lang kapwa mo gel din! I'm happy for you super kasi you super deserve in your work and I know na you will succeed on it! Huwag mo ko kakalimutan, MAdam at ikaw ang aking fabulosang organizer ko sa aking KASAL!!!--na tatalbog sa kasal ni Princess Diana! labshu!


MAMI JEN- the most bentang laugh ever aside sa ken... mamimiss ko kayong dalawa..wala ng magdadala ng yummy ulam for the team especially pag lunch..hehehe!the ever hot mama na kamukha ni angelica panganiban.,hehehe!la na counterpart ni dara sa katarayan churvaness ever!hahaha!i'm going to miss you...

my ever loving mami rhonz... aka dara! i'll miss you..:( magaabot pa naman tayo ng shift di ba?hehe!

MAMI RHONZ AKA DARA!!!mamimiss kita la na magbebenta sa ken ng tocino't liempo na only in teletech na compulsory buying talaga..hehehe!I'm gonna miss the line--"nak, ang poise! ipantay ang katawan dali!hehehe!" la na ko kaagaw for picture taking sa cam ni donna't tinee!hehehe! Congrats! Magiging GRE Coach ka na! yihee!!!:)

dino aka miguelito jose! pilit ngumite pero masaya yan sa lablyf niya!hahaha! salamat sa meaningful joke about bagoong and kare kare with matching MANI!hahaha!

DINO AKA MIGUELITO JOSE ONG PIN- HAHA! My ever first/pioneer crush sa teletech! "DI NIYA ALAM NAGING KAMI THEN NAG-BREAK KAMI, HINDI NIYA RIN ALAM! KAILAN LANG NIYA NALAMAN!BWAHAHAHAHAHA!Ayun...wala na kong maasar at binubully while taking calls...la na yung isa sa mga pinakawafu sa team!hehehe! i'm going to miss you and thanks for helping me switch my mood during the time i was in a topak mode and thanks for that MEANINGFUL bagoong and kare kare joke with MATCHING CRISPY MANI AND unwashed BAGOONG!hahaha! you really made me laugh that hard! benta tsong!wala na rin mang-aasar sa ken at mambabara ng pasimple!hahaha! you deserve sa position mo ngayon coz i know you worked hard for it! enjoy life!labs ka ni amigang teta!yihee!hehehe! So sorry girls, he is taken but NOT BY ME!!!hahahahah!


Mami Jolllia and Dara (Mami Rhonz)... Hindi sila handa sa picture!hehehe!;p

MAMI LAI AKA JOLLLIIIAAA!- mami julia am gonna miss you din just like the rest..hehehe! basta you all of you must always take care of your health owkie?? wala na kong maririnig na nanggagaya kay anabelle rama at dun sa jading na bisayang agent saying "ganyan ba tono ng nagtatanooonnnggg??" hehehe...:) sorry kung di na ko masyadong nagkukwento about sa lovelife..hehe!grabe its super queuing sa gabi..i hope magkakasama pa rin tayo one time!!!


The whole Team Razr with the King...Boss Tam!;p

love you all and im going to miss all of the people who already went out of the team...
Team Razr Forever! yeah!!!hehehe!;p


teka magkikita pa rin tayo sa office di ba?hehehe!

Who is Mr. K.M?

Just to give you an overview here is my very wafu Mr. Kangaroo Man. Hehehe! Pose pa lang, I'm gonna faint na! hahaha!=p

Alam ko lahat kayo naiintriga kung sino siya, duh vah?? Oh well I'm sorry Mr. K.M, don't worry hindi kita totally irereveal. Wafu talaga ng pose...I lAv it!hehehe! Mwah!=) nah just playin..scroll down below and makikita niyo siya...

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DYANNNAANNN (sfx: drum rolls!)!!!eto siya!hahaha! sorry Mr. K.M I'm still in a sick leave mode and I'm super bored eh I saw your pics, I edit it and since maraming gustong makaalam kung sino ka...pinost ko na rin dito!haha! sorry! don't worry you're identity will not be revealed!hehehe!*peace!* mwah!=)

wala na kong masabi... wag ka ng magpacute dahil wafu ka nga!wag sabi makulit eh! OO wafu ka, tungek!haha!;p

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kung mabasa mo to, bahala ka kung ano gusto mong isipin... o yan libreng edit ng pics for you!haha!;p

kaloka showbiz at blind item pa!

teka...

blind item nga ba??heheh

peste! miss lang kita ulul!=p

abangan...

the end result of boredom!

what is your favorite line to say when your drunk?

• "o fffuuuccck am speaking in straight english!" hahaha

how many drinks before you're tipsy?

• before madami eh now konting drink lang medyo hilo na ko..ewan ko lang!haha!
  

what kind of books do you like to read?

• Everything and anything. Click my profile and you'll know what books I read.;)
  

spontaneous or planned?

• both but more on spontaneous.haha
  

do you know how to play poker?

• yup.you want to play?haha!
  

what do you carry with you at all times?

• My big kikay bag.
  

what do you miss most about being little?

• less complications.simple.
  

are you happy with your given name?

• its too long!haha!but its good!haha!
  

have you ever been in a play?

• yes when i was in highschool but in college i was extremely passive but crazy.haha!
  

do you consider yourself to be a nice person?

• yes but I am also a hell of crazy bitch around.hahaha!
  

do you spend more time with your girlfriend/boyfriend or your friends?

• more with friends since i dont have someone whom i can officially call bf (BOYFRIEND OR FIANCE).hahahah!
  

what's one thing you wish you could do but can't?

• fly--for me to travel places or to visit some unique places!hahahahah!
  

what is your ideal marriage location?

• ask me that question when I'm engaged.
  

what’s one instrument you wish you could play?

• piano and violin
  

what do you order at a bar?

• frozen margarita, tequila sunrise, tequila, jaiggermaister (tama ba?haha),bacardi and of course ABSINTHE.hahaha!
  

how do you keep fit?

• fit and right drink lang yan.hahaha!duh?I don't have any form of exercise except walking!
  

careers in mind?

• its a secret muna kasi basta....hahaha!
  

Give the traits you hate in a person?

• envious, deceitful and hypocrite bitches and man-whores around who loves to come clean where in fact their lives are all fuccccckkkeddd up now and pretends to be a so-called mature enough to face such things wherein fact they are just opinionated skanks (and contradicting ang mga sinasabi sa kinikilos.labo di ba?hahaha!)!insensitive, backstabbers and super narrow minded people.haha! ooops...baka may natatamaan na naman ako?haha!as i've said no apologies!matamaan GUILTY!LOL!=)
  

what are u planning to do this weekend?

• ahem in case chat with....talk with...hahaha!God ano ba ituuu???;p then of course work!
  

do u club?

• I used to now aside from being busy as a bee,I don't want to give time on it now since sawa na ko though minsan kakamiss din.
  

do u smoke?

• yep.guilty!lol!;p
  

are u happy?

• Yes but I am missing someone and I'll be more than happy if that person is right here with me:)
  

when will you marry?

• late twenties??
  

when did you last drink alcohol?

• -2 months ago?can't remember.I don't drink na talaga.
  

your type of food?

• Italian,Asian,Pinoy

to my besh,kate,seg,davey and eckow!

ZOOM AT YOUR OWN PLEASURE!YEAHHH!!!

Mga amigo and amiga mamili na kayo sa mga palakang to! Libreng libre paburger lang kayo!haha!

To my dear friends, ang daming lulukis sa mundo at isa na ang mga ito!hahaha!;p mamili na kayo! murang-mura lang!haha!;p KAte, besh, seg, and eckow--these guys are for you--malay mo isa dito makatuluyan niyo!Windang di ba?hahahah!; Dyosme katawan pa lang buffet na!!!hmmmmm...yun yon eh!hahaha!;p Libre din sila pangarapin. Aba! Dapat sila mangarap sa inyo and hindi kayo ang nangangarap para sa kanila? Duhh? Anak ba sila ng Diyos??JAckpot nila noh?!hahaha!;p

Nga pala sabihin niyo sa akin kung mocha cake ba yan o brazo de mercedes yan! Syempre dapat I know!hahaha!*peace!*

La na ko masabi! Basta I love you all! Muah!:)

indie day!

yehey independence day sa U.S ngayong July 04, 2008! walang calls!training lang mga dude!hahaha!;p Sana ipagbalot man lang tayo ng mga pagkain nitong pesteng kanong lalo na mga tagawhite house!wahaha!amp! mga P.G! Certified Patay Gutom!hahaha!;p pero grabe aga ng shift ko...5 am to 9 am... pusanggala nagreklamo pa ako noh?!hahaha!;) anak na nga ako ng dyos--actually yung team namin mga anak ng diyos according to boss Tam!haha! Take note mo nga naman ang sched plus block sched pa eh etong si darang ronz may hirit pa kaya idol kita mami rhons!hahaha!labs u!hirit pa na "Tam, pwedeng gawin mong weekends yung off natin?" hahahah! Banat naman ni Tam "Dara, super anak na nga tayo ng Diyos pag nanyari yun!hahaha!" wala lang share lang..hehehe!;p maganda naman talaga sched namin..sched ng normal na tao..hahahaha! and of course I love my team!;)

Anyhow mamatay kayo sa inggit!wahaha!;p anyhow, kahit hindi thanksgiving dito sa Pinas...HAppy independence day na rin! ayyy belated pala!hahaha! tska hmmmmm... busy din ako sa independence day; may ichichika muna ako; tungkol ito sa isang amigo na fortunately pili lang ang pagchichikahan ko nito...mahirap na eh baka alam mo na...Naku no need to elaborate mga amigo amiga baka may tamaan na naman at isyu na naman ituuuu!tska mahirap na magtiwala dalang dala na ako sa mga ibang tao dyan at generally sa tao kasi nga mahirap na at huwag ka ng makulit ha?!hahaha!;p

nga pala yellow ang font ng text ng blog kong ito kasi happy happy ang tita mo mga bakla!hahaha!;p mamatay sa inggit ang iba dyan at keber!*bleh!* hahaha!

manyaman talaga keni pampanga jo!hahaha!;p

irreplaceables part ii my girls!

ayan!!!ang bobongga di ba?hahaha!i'm proud to introduce these girls to you as one of a million bffs i have...somehow, compared to the other friends I had before, I can say that they are the best...Through thick and thin dyan sila kahit minsan madalas akong muntik sapukin ng mga to dahil sa mga katangahan ko but good thing wala ka maririnig sa kanila na judgements or whatsoever...and good thing they are frank enough to tell if there is something wrong about you or if you are making a bad or stupid decision...I badly miss them..grabe! I never thought these people can take a big role in my life...and I would like to thank them for being part of it... Mga AMIGA love ko kayong lahat!!!hehehe!*naks! drama na ituuuu!* hahaha!;p

Let me introduce my very besh TENTAY!!!;) besh, I want to see your orange hair na and by the way, I have a chocolate hair!hahaha! Who would've thought na isa siya sa mga magiging BFFs ko eh we hate each other noon kabataan namin...besh, di ba bungal pa tayo nun? kita mo nga naman ang panahon!hahaha!;p hope to see you sometime!miss you so much!!!muah muah!;) NGa, pala bawal uminom ng ABS-BITTER-HERBS dahil magkakasakit ka sa liver sa kapaitan!hahaha!;p hayaan mo na ang panget na tandercats na yun!eeewww!hahaha!labshu!;) pareho kaming naging sawi sa mga lablyf namin...naku magbest friend nga kami!haha!;p but in God's time may darating na sobrang deserving sa ating mga love right, besh?hehehe!;)

my highschool bestfriend Nikita... Super talentado yan!kita mo nga naman? I wish gumaling na index finger niya para makapagplay siya ulit.hehehe! After long long years of not seeing each other, sino ba naman ang magaakala na sa teletech din kami magtatagpo nito?hahaha!

This was last year at absinthe with me,kit liit, mara, jhase and mitch!

Kit liit, me and jhase at red ribbon in trinoma!hehehe!di halata di ba? Oh Jeeezzz I miss them so bad!:(

The spreadables!Mon, Ka, Pots, Che and I at dema...also taken last year....These are one of the best people whom you can encounter around whether fun times or bad times... They are also part of the SOuth Ave. Gang...Guys, I'll be back in Manila to visit you all...hehehe!

stolen shot ni hacienderong Caloy sa Straight Circle sa Taft.

heath ledger's death and my own midnight undefined theory...way BACK!

tsk tsk!!!sorry guys and girls!may he rest in peace!but...he's HOOOTT!






I also felt the same way like other people felt about this news. Shocked. It is an irony but we usually

felt this way when someone at this young age dies especially if it is a prominent person or a celebrity

though on the other hand, we don't even know the person (personally) who passed away. We

symphatize or even emphatize for the close relatives or loved ones that person left behind thru his or

her death and sometimes I even see people being a bit maudlin about it. Quite funny for me though I

understand the fact that death is one of the most devastating and frightful matters to talk about.

Death, as we all know due to unwritten laws (whatever you may call it), is one of the things that

must not be joke about. Anyhow, back to Heath Ledger!"What??Awwww...That is sad.", those are

the precised words I said as far as I can remember. As I opened my account on this site, the

bannered news posted by a friend really caught my attention to the point I was thinking that it was

only probably a practical joke. Due to my so-called skepticism or stupidity, I even searched if the said

news was really true. Damn, I liked Heath Ledger when he did the role for the Brokeback Mountain

and 10 things I hate about you!haha!"Tsk...Sayang!" Based on what I've read, Ledger was found

dead inside his apartment in New York. Police says they found a prescription of sleeping pills near his

body but there was no obvious sign that he committed suicide. In short, his death was probably due

to drug overdose. It was an untimely death as anyone have stated. By the way, he finished a movie

Batman in which he played the role of Joker (which was played by Jack Nicholson before). Wow! I just

can't help comparing Heath to a local actor who also died on the same age, on the same reason

(o.d), at the same time finished a movie (with his ex gf/fiance) before bidding goodbye to all his fans

and finally go to neverland!hehe..;pOne more thing I've noticed and I guess it is a nice topic to

confute about. Most and or all of the people are guilty of this doing when a certain person died; We

are always stating all the goodness that the person did when he was still living. Oh no! Let's put it in

an exagerrated way. Aside from reminiscing every moment that we have on that person, we are so so

guilty of praising that person like he or she was a saint. I don't know if I am hell right about it but it's

just one of my keen-observations from the people I usually encounter. One more irony, most of the

people tend to grief more (or more affected) about the death of that celebrity or that prominent

person rather than their dead relatives or even loved-ones. In the end, they say things as if they

knew the said person very very well. Kindly bear, I'm just creating my own midnight undefined

theory.haha! What if we change or just break the said stereotype and make it the other way around?

Just come to visualize or imagine it. What do you think will be the outcome if we curse that prominent

personality or a politician for being so fuckin' crooked? or curse the highest ranking military general

who killed so many people to strive its hunger for power? or a celebrity who acts like a

primadonna/spinless bitch or a prominent person who was born an asshole? what would it be?... Nah!

I can't imagine it if you ask me but I guess it will be fun. haha! joke!=p Seriously, I can't quite really

imagine it. Its "probably" because I do somehow know how to value a certain person not only when

he or she's forever gone but also when that person is still alive and kickin' ass despite the facts and

some bad conjectures i hear or might hear about him or her!haha!=p Or (maybe) just like any other

people, I do conform with values to these matters though at times they are being hilariously

exaggerating on it. Or I am just one of the people who have a spectacular feeling of happiness about

that person's death because of two things: he/she is not anymore capable of doing something that is

bad or worst and second is that person deserves to rest in peace (*AMEN!*). hehe!=p i pray for

them!*Amen*!=)