fooled and stoned

Love fool - The Cardigans

kanta ng desperada sa lulukis o basta desparada!haha! but i love this song and i bet it was a sound track from Romeo and Juliet starring Leonardo di Caprio and Claire Danes. Side Comment? Hmmm... it is a paawa song! dang! I hate to admit it but I am having a hard time expressing myself in front of that person and that is because of that freakin' ego-trip he might have. SHOOT! Oh there! If that person happens to read this... IM DEAD!

Dear, I fear we're facing a problem you love me no longer,

I know and maybe there is nothing that I can do to make you do

Mama tells me I shouldn't bother that I ought to stick to another man

man that surely deserves me but I think you do!

So I cry, and I pray and I beg

Love me love me say that you love me

fool me fool me

go on and fool me

love me love me pretend that you love me

leave me leave me just say that you need me

So I cried, and I begged for you to

Love me love mesay that you love me leave me leave me just say that you need me

I can't care about anything but you

Lately I have desperately pondered,spent my nights awake and

I wonder what I could do have done in another way to make you stay

Reason will not lead to solution

I will end up lost in confusion

I don't care if you really care

as long as you don't go

So I cry, I pray and I beg

Love me love me say that you love me

fool me fool me go on and fool me

love me love me pretend that you love me

leave me leave me just say that you need me

So I cried, and I begged for you to

Love me love me say that you love me

leave me leave mej ust say that you need me

I can't care about anything but you

Love me love me say that you love me fool me fool me go on and fool me

Love me love meI know that you need me

I can't care about anything but you....

the dress fever...bow!

sa may pantry po to ng office...haha!tarutch!

NANG AKO AY NAG-DRESS NUNG MINSAN!

GIRL NA GIRL, DI BA?

TARAY!

HAHA!

;P

special message to razrs!

my message to my beloved team mates who already became my family in the office...

Guys, you know how much I love you all... It's devastating since hindi na tayo magkakasama... pero magkikita pa rin naman tayo di ba? I am going to miss all of you since I've been with you guys for exactly or a total of nine months and no one can ever replace those winning and even sad moments we shared together... I am so thankful that I have you beside me thru good times and bad... I am going to miss the eat outs, the winning avail moments, the nakaw-picture moments inside the meeting rooms of teletech and within the pantry... The mischevious laugh of tinee, the miss universe smile of rhoda, the sweet-kilig chikas of donna, the humoruous dance of mami joy, the "hi my name is sara" of ney, the make-up sessions during the avail time and even mcdo moments inside the floor na patago pa sa mga erminguard, the so-bastos hirit of Kate, the too much bastos hirit of Kobe, the radio-dj voice of terz (with the Z), the cute skirts and smiles of wie, the arguments between the kikay and the goth of nikita and I, the froggy-michael jackson vids at pijongs of Angela, the soft voice of Gel,and the silence and biglang hirit of rizza, the yosi moments with geck and of course the imitator of Luis Manzano which is our T.L TAM...and many more...

ayan si boss tam! ang ginagaya ni Luis Manzano!hahaha!

yes it will be sad but God has better plans for us on why things happened... We may be parting ways since our team is already dissolved and it is an opportunity for all of us to grow... I'm going to miss all of you guys and of course all of us in the team are going to miss our boss, our mentor, our friend and our brother JONATHAN TAM... Tam, andito lang ang team bobo este team razr! Whatever your endeavors are mararating mo yun because you have been a great person and leader to us in which no one can ever replace you, dude... BALITAAN TAYO dude!!! huhu...

kaya yan!!! tama na... naiiyak na ko! *sigh!* team razr will be a legend, guys! hehehe! i love you, team razr! :) and again i am going to miss all of you...:( BOBO!hahahaha!

so-called love quote

"Love is passion, obsession, someone you can't live without. If you don't start with that, what are you going to end up with? Fall head over heels. I say find someone you can love like crazy and who'll love you the same way back. And how do you find him? Forget your head and listen to your heart. I'm not hearing any heart. Run the risk, if you get hurt, you'll come back. Because, the truth is there is no sense living your life without this. To make the journey and not fall deeply in love - well, you haven't lived a life at all. You have to try. Because if you haven't tried, you haven't lived."

- William Parrish (Anthony Hopkins)

Meet Joe Black

I am not pretty sure if William Parrish stated these lines to Joe Black. Apparently, I don't even know if I will believe on this one but what in the hell is love anyway? Why does it make the world go round as cliches had stated centuries ago?? Bluntly speaking, there are different things that people usually talk about or even guilty that they are crazy about some things that happens to be our necessity as humans. These are money, sex and love. The last one (which is LOVE) is the most talked about since we go ga-ga over it. Come on! Anyhow, it is already part of our lives and of course there are some levels and identifications of the said term. (UN)Fortunately, the romantic perspective of love does not apply to me or "wala pa kong natatagpuan..." yun lang yun! Or maybe I was just naive to check if there is really somebody around there to the point that I even try my best to get one person's attention wherein fact, this "another person" deserves my attention...gets? haha! I don't know I am becoming a cynic but I still have my hopes up... Who knows?

sweetest november...

I'm single and you're welcome to change that!

ayan ang banat!

sige pila lang kayo, GORA AND CHANGE MY HALLOWEEN MONTH into a SWEET NOVEMBER... that is kung kaya niyo!hahaha!*landi!*

apparently not only November but forever...that is kung meron nun!??!


Topak mode lang kaya nagsulat bigla...hahaha!

Nah! there are times I think I might bring back the old flame to some of the you know who's and what the F I've been with and through. I missed having someone maybe because it was quite a long time since I last committed myself to a person. Now I am thinking twice, thrice and nth time before I can get myself in to a thing or two since I admit I am hell of a chicken out person when it comes to something way too serious. Apparently there are two contributing factors on why I can't have my-so-called-sweet-november:

• external
• internal

it is external in the sense that I have a lot of selections to choose. he he he he! Selections may not be connected to the men per se but there are a lot of circumstances wherein I myself just decided not to engaged a certain thing that I know I might regret in the end. In short, this external contributing factor is from the outside environment.

Sometimes I just can't help myself but be envy to those people who can face the reality that "hey I can take the risk of being with this person for the rest of my life...ya di ya and blah blah blah!. " Based from my studies (na imbento ko lang base sa observations ko), that person will end up being miserable because she/he overwhelmed towards her/ his emotion or happy because the love is being reciprocated. (or whatever!)

On the other hand, it is internal since I don't want to make the same mistakes all over again. I've been stupid a lot of times and as one of my memoirs and quotes to my bffs, "Sana may mahanap naman akong tamang katangahan sa buhay ko. Peste! At kailan manyayari yun?" Hmmmm... I myself cannot answer that since incidents are very unpredictable. I'm still gullible and sensitive. That is a sad fact but good thing I'm resilient. Thank God I still know how to make a fine line between like and love (kahit papaano!). Guys, come on! I am taking my time- too much time that I think that kind of time and moment is not here but it will be in God's sign. So don't you even dare say that I need a man just to take control of my whereabouts. Hello! I have my own mind and will to do things I want to and to make rational decisions in life that I know I will benefit from it. Now, that is what I am talking about. ha ha!

Maybe it is just a spare of the moment or just a glimpse of loneliness that I am missing having special someone but I don't think I am ready due to some occurrences that I need to focus first. Come on, Clarence! You are one of a heck of a running contradiction. Anyhow, I just need a sleep and I am good to go when I wake up like nothing is happening. Ignorance is bliss if you hate what is happening around you or if it happen that almost all of the people you are with do suck! *sigh!*

In God's time talaga.tsk! And I bet that man will be lucky since as my bestfriend Tentay had quoted, "My happiness is an empire of which you could have been a king, where your smile has imposed its kingdom." --In which I might apply that thing next. haha! and hopefully? Hmmmm... I am going to be his queen. ha ha! *sweet!*

advance merry christmas! and abangan ang susunod na mga kabanata!LOL

x factor

I know that it’s absurd and insane to sound as if
my whole life revolved around being somebody’s ex-
girlfriend. But I can’t help it…that title packs a
pretty strong impact. I am now an official member
of the “loved-and-lost” club though years has passed yet I’m still a current member of the said club. Anyone like me does not want that title but we just have to face the fact that the person we love the most does not anymore want to be part of our lives. To put it bluntly, that person either wants us to be out of their lives or things will never work out as it is that it simply has to END.

I am an ex.

I once loved someone who loved me back. But he
didn’t want to stay… So I got to let go of the love that we once shared. I cried a lot. I spent countless nights questioning myself on what
went wrong, breaking down discreetly so people especially my parents wouldn’t suspect that something was
amiss. I also splurged the night drinking all night long so as for me to forget that kind of misery I was going thru. However, I always woke up having a hang-over and then I am back to reality until I realize it becomes a cycle. It becomes a routine wherein my body longs and seeks for alcohol just to escape and ignore that hurtful reality. I’d reminisce about our happy times and winning moments, then suddenly break down when I’d finally sink in to the fact that he was no longer mine.

I analyzed every single detail of our breakup. I
wrote long messages to my closest friends on line. It was a never-ending talk about my situation. I spent my nights in
tearful telephone conversations and my days in
daydreams where we’d end up in each other’s
arms again. Sometimes he was still my angel, still
my knight in shining armor who I’d do anything for
just to have back. There are times I think of him as
the devil incarnate who broke my heart and brought darkest days and coldest nights in my life which in return, he badly deserves to have his soul burn in hell.

I tried to show the world that I was OK. That I was
over him. That it was fine just being friends. I didn’t
go around with a big “X” on my forehead, nor did I
go around with puffy eyes and a tissue box. I tried
to live my life as I knew it before I met him. People
thought that I was doing great. They heard me
laugh and they saw me smile; I seemed happy,
they said; and I told myself that I was. But in the
solace of my room, where I tried to organize my
thoughts and sort out my feelings, I had to admit
to myself that I wasn’t truly happy. Because I was
still yearning for someone, and my heart still
ached for something that could not be.

Surprisingly, things went better on the latter part. I’ve
changed. Somewhere along the way, I realized
that he wasn’t the only one out there for me. I also
realized that there were valid, powerful reasons

why we split up or we should have our separate lives. And if not for him I will not also be here; stronger and wiser.He’s changed as well — when I look at him,sometimes I still see the boy I fell in love with. Sometimes I think that he’s the same person…he still has the same goofy smile and mischievous
charm that I fell for, and I like to believe that the
rest of him is unchanged as well. But then I take a
closer look and I realize that he HAS changed…
that I don’t know him anymore, not really… not
enough to love and care for him as I once did.

I am an ex.

I’ve loved and lost. I’ve cried tears for the things
that were and that could have been. I’ve wrestled
with intense feelings of love and hate, of jealousy,
of frustration. I’ve simultaneously taken down and
brought up my pride. I’ve tried to rebuild my world
without the person whom it used to revolve around.
I’ve tried to save myself from the depths of
depression and self-pity, and when I couldn’t do
that, I turned to God for help. I don’t know exactly
what I gained, or how much I lost. Maybe someday
it will be all clear to me…and someday I’ll find all the answers to my questions in God’s time… Right now I am glad that I am coming up with the answers why such things happened.;)

past and present factor!

1) Single, Taken, Naked, or Flirt?

~ SINGLE and flirt.LOL!hahahah!

2) Are you happy with that?

~ hahaha! i think so!LOL!

3) Would you still kiss your ex?

~ Why not??!LOL!hahahaha!in his dreams na lang!hahaha!

4) Have you ever had your heart
broken?

~ how BRUTAL and BITTER you want it to be?hahaha!

5) Do you believe that there are
certain circumstances where cheating
is ok?

~ the end does not justify the means though I also believe in karma.LOL!

6) Have you ever talked about
marriage?

~ nah!!!

7) Do you want children?

~ of course.

8) How Many?

~2 or 3?

9) If someone liked you right now,
would you want him/her to tell you?

~ why not??it is not a big deal after all.hehe

10) Do you want someone you can't
have?

~ i think so.hahahah!

11) Have you ever been in love?

~ what??? oo naman.

12) Do you believe in celebrating
anniversaries?

~ hahahaha!i think not anymore!

14) Is it a good day?

~ not really but im gonna make sure to make a way that it will be a good one.

15) What would you say about your most recent ex?

-My dearest "latest" ex, I am unable to hear to you and if you can hear me please never dare to call back at 0915******* or you may dial 1800ASAKAPA for more details. I am disconnecting this call now and thank you for calling ME.LOL!hahahahhahaha!=)

16) Does your ex still have feelings
for you?

~ Do I give a damn?hahahaha!

17) Do you believe in long distance
relationships?

~ hahahahaha!not anymore!

18) Do you believe in love at first
sight?

~ tsk!that is crazy.haha!

to my ever gullible friend named SUMMER!

kailan ka ba madadala??kailan at kailan!!!???

juiciest...

yeah right! It is hard to add such comments but hey its one of my songs. Juiciest by Alicia Keys. This song is for all of my girls out there. (dami nun ah!LOL)…

“baby, i don’t care if you don’t want me no more…”

in short?

You are not the only guy in this world and I wouldn’t even summon myself wasting my time and energy thinking (of you) while you don’t even bother to care. I still know how to save myself from distress without having a prince to save me(especially you!). duhh??LOL!

it is really hard to be lovefooled or lovestoned especially when you were a bit overwhelmed regarding your feelings. Insane things happen. But once you’re awake from having a nightmare then who knows good things will happen, right?haha! And someday you will just laugh about the crazy things you did for the sake of that person. Its funny but we usually end up asking ourselves, “Kingina! Nagawa ko yun??!Shiiittt!”

Juiciest is like the song Irreplaceable by Beyonce though on the other hand, I love Juiciest because I am;shiiiittt kapal! hahaha!nahh just playing around..Please click on the hyperlink if you want to listen to it.

“I used to miss you now I am glad that you’re gone.”

–And i really do. hehe!:)

makes sense :)

JUICIEST

Uhhh, Yeah

uh you know
you may think you got in the raps locks and keys
and that without you im’a be lost
but i got something else for you

[Verse 1]
baby i use to sit home waiting for your call (yea)
i use to have your picture hangin on my wall (yea)
use to think you were right, but you was wrong (yea)
i use to miss you now im glad that your gone

[Hook]
Baby i dont care if you dont wanna call me no more (yea)
baby i dont care if you dont wanna call me no more (juiciest baby)

[Chorus]
cause im the juciest baby girl around
and i got nine hundred ninty-nine men knocking down down my door
cause im the juiciest baby girl around (baby girl baby girl)
and i dont care if you dont call no more (no i sure dont)

[Verse 2]
we use to light a fire on a rainy night
i used to like it when you come and hold me tight
i used to believe we would never part (no)
but now ive had a change of heart

[Hook]
Baby i dont care if you dont wanna call me no more (i dont care)
baby i dont care if you dont wanna call me no more (yea)

[Chorus]
cause im the juciest baby girl around (yea, baby girl baby girl)
and i got nine hundred ninty-nine men knocking down down my door
(cause they’ve gotta have sweet now)
cause im the juiciest baby girl around (baby)
and i dont care if you dont call no more
(and i dont care if you dont call me no mo) [Repeat twice]

baby i dont care if you dont wanna call me no more
baby i dont care if you dont wanna call me no more

I, not the ONLY perv!

for more reference please check out Joey's blog

I happened to discover this amusing stuff from Joey. If you want you can feel free to navigate her blog and even leave a comment. We are a hypocrite if we don't admit that all of us have at least a bit "perv" thing in our minds. Why do we fantasize a certain person if we knew to ourselves that person is worth--ahaha ya know (to our fantasies)??LOL! Come on admit it! Majority of us are perverts though on the other hand, it has levels and it has abnormalities as well. Most of the time being a pervert is a necessity since it is a part of human behavior (life instincts). In short we're talking about LIBIDO ( latin word for "I desire") as quoted by Freud. LOL! It is contradicting for me to publish such an article that I got from Joey since I believe I am celibate NOW though I badly confessed that I am guilty of some of the items written here below. ha ha ha ha! basahin niyo nga lang!LOL;p

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We’re all perverts to a degree. It’s just a matter of how much. Or how much we are willing to admit. Or what we consider perversion. Again, kinkiness is in the eye of the beholder. As far as perversion is concerned, I take the fifth.

The Top Ten Signs That You’re A Pervert

1. Marcus - When saying goodbye, you say things like, “See Yours!”, “Vagi-now!”, “Babay-again!” and “Titi You Later!”
2. Michael Agustin - Back in high school, I was taking a bath when my dad knocked on the door and said, “Anak, kakain na tayo! Mamaya mo na ulit laruin yan.” Takes 1 to know 1. My dad is a pervert too.
3. SPY Shadow - Sila yung balik ng balik sa entrance ng building para makapkapan ulit ni Manong guard. At galit pa kung walang malisya ang kapkap nila.
4. Bongoloid - You’re a pervert if all the pages of your girly magazines are sticking to each other.
5. Jose de vengenge - For girl perverts. Pag nakitulog sa inyo ang hot sexy crush mo, you make him wear your 13-yr-old brother’s butas-butas na shorts para maliit na sa kanya, at may makikita ka pa.
6. Jessie - I find it sexy when I see two dogs sniffing butts.
7. Enigmatic - I’m a straight guy, but when I’m at the beach, I admire men’s buff bodies. I can’t explain it, but I’m also drawn to men’s nipples.
8. Ateh ko - Whenever I see my crush at work, we hug each other. I love it especially wen he hugs me so tight and my breasts are pressed against his sexy chest. Nakakailang, pero I like it.
9. No name - Our admin secretary, around 38 years old, sometimes wears high-heeled shoes that has a reflective metal plate in the toe area. I call it her “pasilip” shoes.
10. Triggerhappy - You’re a pervert kung after sex, ihi na nga lang ang pahinga, sisilipan mo pa.
11. Lebroni - When you talk like Chico and think like Delamar.
12. Mr. Perk - If your favorite part of a haircut is the rinsing because someone’s touching your hair and it gives you a different sensation.
13. RC N CESS - This topic is very tempting. I’m in a bus going to Cavite. And just about now, girls in PE uniforms just boarded.
14. Bottom Dweller - Jon, a friend of mine, has a decade’s worth of Avon underwear brochures.
15. Maximo - Pag lagi kang pumupunta sa funeral parlor para tingnan yung mga ine-embalsamong mga hubo’t hubad na bangkay.
16. Tim - I have fantasies of our female boss sexually harassing me. She’s fun, hot and my age. So if she’s listening right now, “Ma’am, pramis…hindi ako papalag.”
17. Espeks - Kung kembot pa lang ng balakang ng girl, eh umiilaw na ang bombilya mo.
18. Yalem - My brother is certified pervert. Whenever I open my personal pc, he puts wallpaper of nude girls. Sa history naman ng websites, lahat porn sites and when I use the keyboard, its always sticky.
19. Boobsie 36″ - I’m a female with a size D cup bra. I really couldn’t believe I could suck my own nipples.
20. Jose de vengenge - If you know all the top porn sites like youporn, xtube, xlive & iyotube.
21. Mr. Hard-Rock Abs - My perversion is to look at guys’ armpits wherever, whenever.
22. Espeks - I have a friend who rides the FX and uses his elbow as his main weapon to feel the hot girl beside her.
23. Muldr’s Luvr - I think I’m a perv because I always fantasize about doing “it” w/ my young, tall, fresh and good-looking subordinate who has flawless skin and smells good even when he’s sweating. Oops, too much info…sorry.
24. KiD BuKid - Perverts’ rooms smell like Clorox!
Jose de vengenge - Guys please don’t judge me for admitting this ah. I get excited when I read/hear rape stories in the news especially if they’re detailed.
25. SUPAH GODDESS - Whenever I see the armpits of John Lloyd Cruz, Jake Cuenca and Richard Gutierrez, oh goodness, I start to have erotic images of them.
26. McMaki - If you try to stand close to people so you can sniff how they smell.
27. Dox - I can’t eat a banana or sausage without choking at some point.
28. Purplerose - You’re a pervert when you stay underwater in a pool for hours even if you can’t swim just to look at the “different” view from below the water.
29. Cheyenne - Sila yung mga tuwang-tuwa kapag may baha kasi inaabangan nila yung mga estudyante na naglililis ng kanilang uniform para hindi ito mabasa!
30. Marcus - Sarili mong asawa china-chansingan mo in public.
31. Your Highness - One sure sign that you’re a pervert is pag laging malagkit ang pusod mo!
32. Glioblastoma - When you always have thoughts of having sex inside a balikbayan box.
33. Black Coffee - I’m a pervert because whenever I spot a hot sexy girl, sumisikip ang pantalon ko.
34. No name - You are a pervert if you have a copy of one of the following not-so-wholesome animated movies: “Snow White Does the Seven Dwarves”, “Beauty Digs the Beast”, and the all-time favorite, “The Loin King”.
35. M.E. - My husbnd saves a lot of those porn videos in his phone. I get angry when his phone memory is low because of this. But when he’s asleep, I secretly take a peek at the videos.
36. KiD BuKid - If you always fake having sore eyes, so you’ll get away with getting immediate “medication” from the lactating young Moms!
37. Diemyrus - If you’re happy when you’re packed like sardines in the MRT.
38. No name - Kapag binobosohan mo ang sarili mo.
39. ACER - Back in college, we deliberately wear basketball shorts when in a jeepney, and sit a certain way so that when girls in short shorts get on, our knees rub their legs.
40. Jose de vengenge - When on a date, ang paalam mo pag iihi ka: “Excuse me, I have to shake hands with a friend of mine who hopes to meet you after dinner..”

miggy and miguel

Let me introduce you to Miguel. My lover and boyfriend of all time... As you can see Ann Curtis is holding him dearly pero pilit!LOL! --Naku ako na lang sana humahawak niyan sealed with a kiss pa!hahahah! Anyhow, here I am again back in drinking though I don't drink that much compared before wherein, I can stand up drinking the whole night-midnight until the sun shines itself up! hahaha! It is not that I am bragging about it. It is simply the truth. That was me-an alcoholic b*tch. Now? I just simply love alcohol with my friends but I do know the word LIMITATION. hahaha! But still? I am always SOBER!

Alis ka dyan, Ann! Miguel is mine! Duhhhh?? hahahaha! Sa mga uhaw na ngala-ngala. Sa mga hayok sa kanya. Pumila lang at lumagok kasama ng bespren ninyong chaser (though others don't use chasers!) LOL!
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Now after I drink and sip the hell out of the soul of Miguel. I'll be needing Miggy to compensate my satisfaction just for the sake I felt that I am drinking something. haha!

Admittedly, I don't really understand why some people like me are so guilty of this habit--drinking! Of course there are reasons but there are some things that are left unfathomable. For some, it is not the alcohol itself that lights up the mood but also the people you are with...BAWAL EMO pag lasing! I myself badly confessed that I was always sober but now, I know the word CONTROL!hahaha! at eto pa para:

• Sa mga sawi sa pag-ibig

• Sa mga problemado sa buhay

• Sa mga walang magawa sa buhay

• Sa mga may tinatakasan

• Sa mga gumraduate sa lahat

• Sa mga birthday celebration

• Sa mga sinagot ng jowa

• Sa mga winning moments ng mag-jowa

• Sa mga whatever moments

• Sa mga araw-araw na okasyon (kahit wala!)

• Sa mga hindi mailantad-lantad na nararamdaman

• Sa mga pagod sa trabaho

• Sa mga gustong uminom lang

• Sa mga gustong mag-enjoy

• Sa mga gustong wala-lang-gusto-ko-lang-uminom-at-bakit??

• Sa halos lahat ng walang kwentang rason

ALAK ang panandaliang solusyon... take note: PANANDALIAN HA??

abangan ang susunod na blog: IBA'T-IBANG KLASE NG MANGINGINOM!

Sorry wala akong magawa--strike of boredom lang to!*sigh!*

the blind item

I don't know what else do I have to scatter about this person who is in a way too serious about his life. Here I am again acting like a freakin' teenager (though HELLO CLARENCE, YOU ARE 22 YRS. OLD ALREADY!!!). Oh snap! haha! I am not a big fan of Piolo Pascual and Tirso Cruz at all... Excuse me-- di pa naman ako kasing- tanda ni Nora Aunor. Sh*t! Oopps... first clue na yun! LOL!

Gays and girls, enlarge at your own pleasure!

Anyhow, my eyes are in a heck of cloud nine whenever he passed around the pantry or around the office. Maybe that reason why my eyes are feeling this way is because he is good looking...MAYBE LANG! Tama ba naman gawin kong diary tong blog na to?!! *Sigh!*


I badly confessed that my workplace is very suitable for gays and gay-girls like me simply because there are a lot of good looking guys. Unfortunately, majority of them are taken either by a girl or a gay or a widowed b*tch. ha ha ha ha!

One hell of a confession of a single ladies like me is daan daanan na lang sa pambabalahura, pamimikon, papampam, minsan nachochope pa at pablog blog lang...

The heck! I am not in lababo, excuse me?!!

Curiosity kills the cats. Apparently, that is one of the painful truth. I am a hypocrite if I say that one meeting is already enough for me to stop to dig-in about his personality and everything under the sun and the moon as well. But then just to give you a heads up I got disappointed because I found out something. Whatever are his reasons...bahala na...

And so I guess that will end there. END-though I'll never know since circumstances are very unpredictable.

updates

so far there are no updates in life except for two things:

• me together with my teammates are going to be on the morning shift this coming October 7,2008.hehe

• i will use my first leave on October 10!yey!hehehe! Pahinga muna di ba?haha!

Anyhow, I'm deciding if I should use that day going to manila to see my friends...wooow! dami nila haha! inuman galore ito and i admit I do miss alcohol since I rarely drink since 2008 came. I just happened to realize that I should stop being an alcoholic b*tch!haha! Oh yeah right, if some of you are asking if I do have plans to stop smoking, I only have one answer to that one; it is either SOONER or LATER but not NOW!hahaha!;p

Admittedly, there are a lot of times that I get complacent with the things I do (specifically with work) but then looking at the people around me who never gave up to strive for the team, I don't think I have the reason to give up to the things I want to do in my life while I am here...working... As kuya edwin (one of my mentors aside from Tam-my T.L) have said "you should have a goal here so that it wont stop you from striving and driving for what you want. just keep it simple.Know what you want." Makes sense.

LOVELIFE??--uso pa ba yun??leche!

hmmmm... I need to take a rest from someone who does not even bother to care. So far, I don't need those damn excuses for that person not to communicate. Yeah right, somehow I do give reconsiderations to those excuse and I just want to know what in the hell happened to him- I'm worried. I'm hurt in a way though I am not showing it. Honestly, silence breaks my heart and I am still hoping that something good is going to happen though on the other hand, I should listen to the people not to mind that person anymore because its hopeless or he's also fucked up. I'm tired and I don't anymore believe in love for some unfortunate reasons- it simply does not apply to me--at all! haha! *tragic!*

Divertional theraphy??

I don't need another person (a man) to replace one. As I have said I am tired. Hmmmmm...So far, I'm focused in my family, work, making money (LOL) and friends. T.I.M.E is all I need and sometimes a little bit of laughter and an alcohol will do. LOL!!!


More blogs to come,...na walang kwenta!haha!

moral lesson ala sun visor sh*t!

last year 2007:

I had the best and worst things in life but more on worst but its a good thing I learned from it. Here are some of the things I recall na parang premonition ata ito....

At Greenbelt 3 during gimik or not exactly gimik but coffee time with some of the extreme amigas then we saw group of guys na parang pupunta ata sa basketball game---kalagitnaan ng gabi!

I am a self-confessed discreet laitera around. hehe! Apparently, those guys caught my attention. they really caught my attention while I was sipping my coffee around eh nabulunan lang naman ako. haha!

To be honest, I don't mean to offend some people who were in an extreme hip-hop outfit but I hate it. It irritates me but at the same time they do laugh my ass off coz they really look funny to me.haha! I don't get the logic na magsusuot sila ng ganon sa kalagitnaan ng gabi and yung isa may SUN VISOR pa! take note SUN VISOR sa gabi! hanep di ba?

Right now, I would like to extend my sincerest apologies to those guys I laugh at during that time (hey I'm serious!). Sorry natawa at natuwa lang ako sa inyo but I admit it was out of respect that is why I'm sorry.

Anong magagawa ko kung yun yung trip at style nila? This is a democratic country, if they want to run naked on the streets basta hindi makakagambala o makakayanig sa mundo ng publiko, ok lang yan GO! Anyhow, minsan natatawa pa rin ako but this time with pure tuwa na lang and basta...hahaha! pero about the guy who wore a sun visor? hmmmm... Amigo, walang silbi ang sun visor sa ulo mo sa gabi dahil walang araw!hehehe! Mag cap ka na lang. haha!;p

Getting back, here is the famous script (not exactly verbatim nung time na yun since its so tagal na kaya! yak arte!):

Cla: (while having an intent look to those guys na she really admits na they are gwapo...its just that she hates jerseys!)
"Wow!hahahahah!hanep! may basketball game ba sa gitna ng greenbelt, bakla?hahahaha!

Amiga 1: (sabay tingin)
"hahahaha! nagsimula ka na naman! oo nga noh!" (sabay tahimik)

Cla: (nang may makita na lulu na naka SUN visor)
"P$%$^%^%^#$! hahahahaha! SUN VISOR sa gabi??? hanep!hahahahahhahaha!
(hanggang halos mautot sa katatawa!)

Amiga 2: Gagu! Sama mo talaga mang-okray... pano pag ganyan nagustuhan mo??

Cla: Kingina! Magbibigti na lang ako! chet!hahahahha! seryoso!

Amiga 1: hay nako nagsalita ka na naman tapos...sa bagay you tend to do that but then you tend to swallow what you say...hahaha!

Cla: hindi kaya! tingnan natin!hahah!

after a year---2008:

kinain ko sinabi ko.... see!

I can't think of a way or a reason for me to commit a suicide NOW, right? It's because "perhaps" there is no reason... at all!

ha ha ha ha!

moral lesson:

huwag basta basta magsalita ng tapos.

p.s: don't wear sun visors during the night time...please!

ok lang pala magsuot ng mga chorvang jerseys na yan basta hindi ka panget at carry lang.=)

FIN!

separation anxiety...*sigh!*

Due to change of scheds may kailangang semi-magpaalam sa team tam na medyo sad but its understandable naman due to health reasons... pero yung isa umalis na talaga and di man lang ako nakapagpaalam ng maayos...*SIGH!*

drama emo mode naman ang lola churvaness...somehow nakikita ko pa naman karamihan dito..hehe! may umalis at may darating din parang bagyo lang!hehe!pero minsan iba pa rin or siguro nakakapanibago lang but what can I do its part of life...its the call center life ika nga di ba?

hayyy ayun may aalis na naman sa team namin..kalungkot pero ok lang i know na may nag-aantay na better opportunities for them syempre sa teletech din!hehe..pero nakakamiss talaga...:(

Gel (Eckow), Mami Jen and Dino (Miguelito Jose)

GEL (ECKOW)---Naku super mamimiss kita... wala na kong kasamang sumasight ng mga lulukis sa bagong wave o batch then bibinyagan natin ng super bantot na espanyol na name... La na ko kasama na mag-play the codes for the lulus out there... Mababawasan na naman yung taong pagchichikahan ko ng mga eclavu ko sa life! hay talaga! Sana sinabihan mo man lang akez..huhuhu... I'm really gonna miss you Gel... Mababawasan na naman ng mga magagandang dilag sa team razr ni boss tam... La na rin akong kasama sa payabangan echos ni Madam Eckow at Senyorita Segunda kasama sina Carlotta, Ursula at Salome... Hay talaga I'm really gonna miss you to the highest level! SUPER! with matching flying capa! Basta Gel, andito lang kapwa mo gel din! I'm happy for you super kasi you super deserve in your work and I know na you will succeed on it! Huwag mo ko kakalimutan, MAdam at ikaw ang aking fabulosang organizer ko sa aking KASAL!!!--na tatalbog sa kasal ni Princess Diana! labshu!


MAMI JEN- the most bentang laugh ever aside sa ken... mamimiss ko kayong dalawa..wala ng magdadala ng yummy ulam for the team especially pag lunch..hehehe!the ever hot mama na kamukha ni angelica panganiban.,hehehe!la na counterpart ni dara sa katarayan churvaness ever!hahaha!i'm going to miss you...

my ever loving mami rhonz... aka dara! i'll miss you..:( magaabot pa naman tayo ng shift di ba?hehe!

MAMI RHONZ AKA DARA!!!mamimiss kita la na magbebenta sa ken ng tocino't liempo na only in teletech na compulsory buying talaga..hehehe!I'm gonna miss the line--"nak, ang poise! ipantay ang katawan dali!hehehe!" la na ko kaagaw for picture taking sa cam ni donna't tinee!hehehe! Congrats! Magiging GRE Coach ka na! yihee!!!:)

dino aka miguelito jose! pilit ngumite pero masaya yan sa lablyf niya!hahaha! salamat sa meaningful joke about bagoong and kare kare with matching MANI!hahaha!

DINO AKA MIGUELITO JOSE ONG PIN- HAHA! My ever first/pioneer crush sa teletech! "DI NIYA ALAM NAGING KAMI THEN NAG-BREAK KAMI, HINDI NIYA RIN ALAM! KAILAN LANG NIYA NALAMAN!BWAHAHAHAHAHA!Ayun...wala na kong maasar at binubully while taking calls...la na yung isa sa mga pinakawafu sa team!hehehe! i'm going to miss you and thanks for helping me switch my mood during the time i was in a topak mode and thanks for that MEANINGFUL bagoong and kare kare joke with MATCHING CRISPY MANI AND unwashed BAGOONG!hahaha! you really made me laugh that hard! benta tsong!wala na rin mang-aasar sa ken at mambabara ng pasimple!hahaha! you deserve sa position mo ngayon coz i know you worked hard for it! enjoy life!labs ka ni amigang teta!yihee!hehehe! So sorry girls, he is taken but NOT BY ME!!!hahahahah!


Mami Jolllia and Dara (Mami Rhonz)... Hindi sila handa sa picture!hehehe!;p

MAMI LAI AKA JOLLLIIIAAA!- mami julia am gonna miss you din just like the rest..hehehe! basta you all of you must always take care of your health owkie?? wala na kong maririnig na nanggagaya kay anabelle rama at dun sa jading na bisayang agent saying "ganyan ba tono ng nagtatanooonnnggg??" hehehe...:) sorry kung di na ko masyadong nagkukwento about sa lovelife..hehe!grabe its super queuing sa gabi..i hope magkakasama pa rin tayo one time!!!


The whole Team Razr with the King...Boss Tam!;p

love you all and im going to miss all of the people who already went out of the team...
Team Razr Forever! yeah!!!hehehe!;p


teka magkikita pa rin tayo sa office di ba?hehehe!

when beauty hits the creature (beast)

here I am feeling chicken little! dancing dancing kuno! i am here...AGAIN and just having my flying kiss to my Kangaroo Prince...wahahaha!MWAH!

duh?? who says I'm gone na here in the blog eh I posted something palang one day ago noh??!hahaha! Anyhow, month of August was indeed a windang month for me. Bagsak reliability ko sa work due to absenses. Duh??? I got sick kaya. And I thought I was gonna die na talaga to the highest level. hahahaha! But sorry to all those bitches who wish me dead. Hinding-hindi ako mamatay na ganun lang noh! Besides, I'm not a masamang damo... I am a naughty grass BABEE!!!wahahahah! SAme shit lang!haha! Anyhow, may kilig moments din ako akala niyo ba?haha! hmmm... syempre ang rason dun eh ang walang kamatayan na Mr. K.M ng buhay ko... duhhhh??? He's always included in my blog noh?? Hay nako STOP ME...KINIKILIG NA NAMAN AKO- sa aking kangaroo prince!And I know I'm so arte. haha! Good news?? Hmmmm...eto regular na kami ni Kate and iba kong teammates but THERE ARE SOME CHANGES!!!

YES IT'S CHANGES! Changes sa schedules and sa teammates. Hay that is so kawindang sa month of August. Anyway, next time ko na lang ibablog yung about sa changes na yun. hehehe... there is something I want to share that is playing on my mind...

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I call it when Beauty hits the Creature (oh Should I say the beast??)

The BEAUTY

HITS

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OH WAIT!

Who is Creature??

Enlarge at your own risk!

Hmmmmmm... SAbihin na natin na HE ALSO CAME FROM THE PLANETANG YEKOK and HE IS A RELATIVE OF KOKEY!!!IF YOU WANT WE CAN NAME HIM "KOROKOY"!hahahaha! Sorry matagal na tong churva na to pero ngayon ko lang ilalabas! Hay nako HE IS SO LUCKY KAYA THAT I MAKE PATOL PA OF HIM BEFORE...DUHHH??? HE SHOULD BE THANKFUL, RIGHT AND NOT MAKE NASTY SIRA BEHIND MY BACK! SO IF EVER I SAW HIM...NAKO I MIGHT GIVE HIM THE BEST AND THE CRISPY TADJAK AND SUNTOK HE EVER DESERVE! HAAAYYY..DAHIL I DID NOT DO ANYTHING WRONG KAYA... INSECURE KASI!LOL!;p good thing Beauty was already awoke na from her nightmare..yeah I was lovefooled!

thank God hindi pa kita pinamukha dito...pero...kasi???? hmmmmm... NAKO STOP ME!!!!!!!
Nako mga Amigo Amiga, If YOU ONLY WANT, YOU MAY ENLARGE IT AT YOUR VERY OWN RISK AND KIDS PLEASE DON'T TRY THIS AT HOME!

DUHHH??? WHY ARE YOU MAKING NASTY SIRA BEHIND MY BACK??YOU SAID YOU LOVED ME AND GOD KNOWS HOW??ULUL!HAHAHA!DUH??GO BACK TO PLANETANG YEKOK KAYA. THE PLANET EARTH DOES NOT NEED YOU HERE. MARRY KAKAI OR GORGONIA MAGALPOK-YOU MULTIPLY YOUR LAHI KAYA THERE ON THE PLANETANG YEKOK?!LOL!!!!AYAN GOD IS GOOD BUTI GANITO NANYARI. HEHEHE! DUHH??? GUYS! IT'S NOT ANYMORE MY FAULT IF THE GOSPEL TRUTH SAYS THAT HE IS HORRIBLE INSIDE AND OUT MORE THAN I DO. EVEN GAYS DON'T DO MAKE A SIRA TO A PERSON NOH?? O BAKA NAMAN GANITO...

It's seems like you're converted sweetheart! (duhhh did I just call you on that name?eew!) oops when?hehe!

it's like a shrimp, just remove the head! wag ka mangarap!lol!geeezzz I'm so mean!

WE ARE THE PERFECT MATCH???HMMMMM... OH?! ONLY IN A BEAUTY AND THE BEAST MATTER OF PERSPECTIVE!LOL! SORRY I DESERVE A PRINCE OR A KING AND NOT A MONSTER.LOL!ahhhhyyyyy YOU DESERVE TO BE IN PLANETANG YEKOK TALAGA!hahahaha! GO BACK NA TO YOUR SPACESHIP DAHIL GAWA NA SIYA!

***hayy...ang bad ko!!! minsan lang to!hahaha! at least nilabas ko na... this was like a "sweet message" was made like around 4 or 5 months ago...:)



P.S: Rumors about me nowadays are true. I got a kangaroo Prince!hehe!LOL!;p

The New Shift

I don't know what happened to Spongebob why he smoked weed so bother not to ask!haha!I almost look like spongebob who happens to be stoned in MJ pag puyat! Imagine, I look like a stoned person when I got no sleep!hahaha!

Yes you heard it right guys. I am in the night shift now. So what's new to all of the people who has the same work as I am? Hay nakakapanibago lang siguro kasi its been how many months like around 4 months na morning shift ako. At first, ayoko dahil I'm so super sanay sa puyat but now? Hell!It is really pain in the ass! I had few adjustments within the past couple of days and ngayon? I'm just sharing na it is so nakakapanibago! haha! arte! Anyhow, I know God has a reason why all of us in the team had to be on that said shift 12 am to 9 am and madalas? may over time! yeah boy gimme some money here!hahahaha!;p Ok naman eh masakit lang talaga sa katawan and admittedly, I freakinn need a lot of stress tabs, vitamin c, vitamin d and e as well. OO na! lahat na ng bitamina! shet!hahaha! anyhow pros and cons ng night shift:

CONS
-Let's take a bath guys....SA CALLS! hahaha!
-puyat
-prone sa sakit
-spooky stuff happens during the night shift!
-no huddle...at all!
-no petiks mode!
-no chika mode na...at all!
-delikado sa gabi...madaming masamang elemento
-EWAN! MAGBIGAY PA KAYO NG CONS!
-mainitin ang ulo pagdating ng araw...puyat kasi..irate!haha!
-baliktad ang tulog! ang eyebags!!!oh my God! spongebob+ dracula= not-so-good equation!hahaha!

PROS
-night differential pay!yey! -mabilis ang oras! -for me?hmmmm...malabong malate dahil delikado ang panahon so I need to be early.haha! -most of the time? may over time!haha! -makakapagprepare ka ng maayos kasi nga you have all the time sa gabi! -WALA NA AKO MAISIP...BANGAG NA AKO...SA PUYAT!HAHA!

*basta yun lang muna so far!hahahaha!

MASAMANG tanders at lightning

Hindi lahat ng tandercats nakakatuwa, may iba buisit! PERO ito!HANEP! kakaibang buisit!

SHIT! yun ang una kong reaction nang magtext sa akin si mudrakers about sa taong pinaka-AYAW kong tao talaga!---TO THE HIGHEST LEVEL!!!

masinsinang text ni mudra at ni junakis:

mudra: nak, may balita ako.

junakis: ano yun?

mudra: mag-aapply si TANSO sa opisina mo.

junakis: (di na nakapagreply dahil sa windang!)

REACTIONS??

BIGLANG NATIGIL ANG FABULOSANG MUNDO NI BACLA and sobrang plenty ang kaniyang reactions. Puro shit na lang. Wala na bang iba??

"Putangina! Ano to?? Bangungot?? Shit! Wake me up! Wake me up!
Oh God! He should go back to the outside world na. We don't need him here. Oh shit!"

SCENARIO SA T.A (H.R) OFFICE:

cla: (praningzer z mode)
papa jeff, paki tingin nga ng pangalan na to (sabay sabi ng complete name ni tansong tanders)

jeff (papa piolo look-a-like): teka tignan ko...(with matching todo type itong si papa p. sa kanyang pc)

cla: ui papa??(with matching pacute and winky wink eyes and todo poise) ano meron nga bang nag-apply ng ganung name??

jeff: OO!

cla: di nga??

jeff: oo nga meron eto tingnan mo!

cla: (sabay tingin sa monitor...at...WINDANG!)

cla: (shocked biglang napasabi---PUTANGINA!)

at ayun nawala bigla pagkahumaling ni bakla sa replica ni piolo sa teletech!

COMMENTS??

OO! Masama na ang ugali ko pero anong magagawa ko eh ayaw ko talaga sa kanya!Mabablame niyo ba ako if sabihin ko sa inyo na he is one of the people who always messes up with our ass (my family's ass). Tapos lagi ko pang nakikita sa bahay. Pakshet talaga! ANG HIRAP NUN. KUNG MATANGGAP SIYA SA WORKING PLACE KO, MANGANGASIM NA NAMAN PAGMUMUKHA KO. POTA KUNG BUNTIS LANG AKO BAKA MAGING CHAKA ANAK KO DAHIL SA IMBYERNA!!!grrrrrrr!!!!

ANG SCENARIO SA PANTRY:

nikki: ano ok ka na?

cla: CRANKY MODE! inis ako! naiinis ako! (discreetly nag-aamok sa pantry)

kate: sino??

cla: eh di sino pa??Si TANDERCATS!

nikki: (masamang balak mode)
bakla,windangin natin buhay niya. Ilagay natin siya kay F.

cla: (windang mode)
shit!goodluck! Gusto kong mag-yosi!

After nun, nagyosi si bakla at sabay hirit ni nikki na, "kung gusto mo billiards tayo!"

cla: shit! ANG HIRAP NUN YUNG PINAKAKINAIINISAN MONG TAO SA BAHAY AT PINAKAAYAW MONG NAKIKITA, BAKA MAKASAMA MO PA SA WORK!


guys! I'm just releasing my frustrations and sobrang inis talaga...GRRRRRR!!!! if you only knew dyosmeng maria clara! nako!

isa siyang masamang tanders at malaking kulangot!hehe!SAMA! inis talaga akez! yun yon!

È troppo presto per me a dire ti amo?

subtitle please???

CLA: hmph! Why would I translate it in English anyway?hahaha!

Thanks to my Italian friend named Paul who helped me out with this one... This is the question I want to ask that person (Mr. KM) but the thing here is I'm chicken-out just like Courage the Cowardly Dog. Oh God!hahaha! I formulate this question in English but my former neighbor and friend Paul helped me to translate this in Italian. Guys, I don't speak Italian or understand Italian but I find the language much challenging second to French. Hehe!:)

Anyway, Paul is an Italian guy who studies here in the Philippines but he is originally from Italy (and Iran as well if I am not mistaken). He is going to be a future dentist in Italy. So Italian girls, better watch out for him after three years coz this good lookin' friend of mine is going to have a good brush and check on your teeth and gums!hehehe!=)

BACK TO THE ITALIAN QUESTION...

Honestly, I am quite doomed right now maybe because I am having my period. hahaha! Everything was just fast that is why I wonder on the answers he might respond if I translate it in English. Guys, my guy does not understand Italian, owkie??hehe!

I just happened to read some philosophy books and I became quite alarmed towards the thing I really feel... Mr. K.M is right; lets see what will happen the moment he comes home here next year. By that time, maybe that so-called Italian question is NOT anymore TOO early to ASK or TOO late to CONSIDER.

two words :)

hahahaha!

this is for all the posers and haters around the block!hahahah!

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me and my super friend agilus!

and for all deceitful and hypocrite bitches and skanks out there! and for some guys and girls who were born to be an asshole without a cause!lol!=) try having an assessment at yourselves first before you look into the other's shit.

oh this is just a reminder to maintain fucking off my life...hehe!

that's all!hahahahha!

u know u love me

xoxo

-ASS-

Who is Mr. K.M?

Just to give you an overview here is my very wafu Mr. Kangaroo Man. Hehehe! Pose pa lang, I'm gonna faint na! hahaha!=p

Alam ko lahat kayo naiintriga kung sino siya, duh vah?? Oh well I'm sorry Mr. K.M, don't worry hindi kita totally irereveal. Wafu talaga ng pose...I lAv it!hehehe! Mwah!=) nah just playin..scroll down below and makikita niyo siya...

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DYANNNAANNN (sfx: drum rolls!)!!!eto siya!hahaha! sorry Mr. K.M I'm still in a sick leave mode and I'm super bored eh I saw your pics, I edit it and since maraming gustong makaalam kung sino ka...pinost ko na rin dito!haha! sorry! don't worry you're identity will not be revealed!hehehe!*peace!* mwah!=)

wala na kong masabi... wag ka ng magpacute dahil wafu ka nga!wag sabi makulit eh! OO wafu ka, tungek!haha!;p

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kung mabasa mo to, bahala ka kung ano gusto mong isipin... o yan libreng edit ng pics for you!haha!;p

kaloka showbiz at blind item pa!

teka...

blind item nga ba??heheh

peste! miss lang kita ulul!=p

abangan...

if I were YOU ??(kung ako ikaw!)

ano sasagutin mo pag ikaw tinanong ka ng ex mo ng mga ganitong questions??

1. Why did you let me go?

Oh yeah right talk to my hand and see what it tells! F*ck you!haha!;p oops, actually you are the one who let me go and thanks for that!;p

2. I still love you..

awwww...really??don't worry,I LOVED you too.haha!

3. When did we last talk?
i don't know ba't mo inaalala?lol!haha!

4. Will you go out with me?

no thanks I have a sched with my boyfriend!*grin!*

5. Hey, can i give you a ride?

I can walk on my own and ayoko pa na maging utang na loob ko pa ang gas ng car mo!excuse me??haha!

6. I cannot keep my promise to you...

since when did you kept your promises?haha!

7. My friends say we don't look good together..
I know... Im the beauty and you are the BEAST!haha!

8. You have changed..

talaga?thanks.haha!;) actually its not for you eh.hehe

9. Can we get back together?

ngek ngek mo!ulul!dial 1-800-ASAKAPA.haha!

10. Oh, I knew what this is all about.

ganon?haha!di ko kasi alam eh.hahahA!

11. Don't you realize? You are the one who hurt me!

dude pare tol, pwede ko ng pavulcanize pagmumukha mo sa kapal daig pa gulong!hay tama ka jham!hahahaha!

12. how can u forget our memories??

ahhh..ganito kasi yun..naaksidente ako tapos sumalpok sa isang napakalaking bato..naku I thought I was gonna die na eh but hindi pala ibabalik lang pala ako sa tamang ulirat ko.haha! hmmm...ano nga ba ulit sinasabi mo?hihi!

(salamat kay jham para sa questionnaires na to!)